The Quagmire of my Discontent: The Apocalypse of WeeSaul - Abondon all hope, ye who enter here!!!

I suppose I will succumb to peer pressure and do something for this event. Do I know what the future of this week will bring? Nope. Does it make any difference in the Grand Scheme of Things? Not in the least. Will it make me come back here on a more or less full-time basis? Yeah right...

Anyhoo, I'm here doing this on this day because I said I would do so and no other reason than that...

In my mind I am celebrating Día de los Inocentes and that's how I'm approaching this journey into a past long ago forgotten. The joy I had here died at such a young age. It wasn't a tragic and unexpected death, but rather a slow gradual death as the cancer spread until it finally consumed the soul. And that was all there was...

And now I find my self walking down this dark alley fearing what lays behind me, not looking to my left or right rather facing forward staring at the dead-end that is a few days off in the distance. That is my final destination and my only goal - to make it to the end and resume doing things in the manner I did before I volunteered for this journey...

And so it is...