The Quagmire of my Discontent: The Apocalypse of WeeSaul - Abondon all hope, ye who enter here!!!

Blew down the doors to let me in.
Shattered windows and the sound of drums
People couldn't believe what I'd become...

And so I begin another day in a long line of days that have come before and hopefully, in a long line of days to come though that is entirely out of my hands. And it was a fine day indeed filled with many minutes of stuff where I had filled with activities that otherwise filled the hours that led me to this point in time where I find myself filling a blank screen with words to fill in the details of a fine day that had passed. Though how to begin, how to put into words the story of my day so that all the world can enjoy the glories of the day that had been though no one other than I had experienced it in the way that I did and no one will ever do so...

Though day is a bit different for I decided against the sounds of nature and replaced them with the sounds of electric gee-tars as I sit and watch the clouds slowly head off into the distance where it is quite possible that they will meet some friends there and decide to rain on everyone's parade, but on a day like today a little rain would be a glorious thing in this part of the world though I cannot speak for everyone in this region...

Aaaaiiiiyyyyyyeeeee, it be a weinerdog down the street. At first it looked like a ferret rolling about in the yard off in the distance, but once I was able to focus my eyes on that distant animal it turned out to be only a weinerdog rolling in the grass though a ferret would have been far cooler...

And I sit hear listening to tunes whilst I watch birds fly in and out of my neighbour across the street's attic. I figured that he would rectify this situation especially after his daughter's house next door to his caught fire after a bird build a nest in the bit that overhung the front porch light, nothing remained excepted for the brick walls. And I remember that well like the train derailment. It was an epic journey for me to find my way home after work because the street was thoroughly blocked with fire fighting equipment so I had to find a place to park and walk home. And I was told repeatedly to be careful as I made my way through the maze of hoses and vehicles. And all I wanted to do was find my way home. I suppose that is the only thing we all wish to do - find our way home and hopefully not have it burnt to the ground by birds...

Looking off at the hillside before I long for the days when the willows were three in number. They were huge, majestic, and were accompanied by a touch of sadness. Why willows seem sad to me is beyond the comprehension of my brain at this moment, but that is what I see and I cannot change that fact. And now there is only one left standing, and its size dwarfs all other trees in the neighbourhood. And it alone remains as a reminder of what was so very long ago. And their lives were cut short, one by lightening, one at the ax man's hand. And it is very possible that the third will died before its come has come, but for now it remains with us for all to see, all to sit under in the middle of summer, all the children to swing upon the branches that hang near the ground, all the birds to build nest safe from the storm. But as with all things, it too will be gone one day...

And now the smells of the fertizer that is being spread upon the yard across the street is reaching the depth of my nostrils. A harsh chemical smell that I wish would leave so that I could breath the air as I was intended to do. Then he finishes, puts all his equipment back in the truck, and heads off two houses down the street, unpacks his equipment, tends to that lawn, loads up his equipment, and finally leaves my street though he left that odor behind that reaches up my nostrils and yanks upon my sinuses demanding attention...

And so is the world as I perceive it from my porch at this moment...

This is the Word of the AntIcrust...

Praise be ye who Read the Word for ye are Blessed amongst humans...

And the willows though they be few in number...