The Quagmire of my Discontent: The Apocalypse of WeeSaul - Abondon all hope, ye who enter here!!!

The way the sunlight really feels
Burning through the longest afternoon
Slowly passing time demands
All that seems that I can stand
Silver wings can't get me there to soon...

Another day on this long road to where I know not. Looking back at where I've been is a somewhat strange thing to behold. If I had known how much my previous job had affected me in a negative way, I would've jumped ship long before I was asked to disembark. One never truly perceives how bad a situation is until one is far removed from it. The entire experience was much like a cancer that slowly but surely consumes the soul. At first one feels that the situation is not so bad and that it can be managed on one's own. But it only grows and grows until it reaches a point where it must be cut out or lest the soul shall die...

I am so very grateful that my salvation was forced upon me for I do not feel that I had the strength left to do it on my own. But such is the way my life has been, when in doubt something will happen. When faced with a fork in the road, just keep walking and there you shall be. For even if it is decided not to decide, a decision has been made. And I just keep walking all the while...

Now let's fast-forward three days, for this has become a long drawn out process - this Blog thang. An interesting thing it is that I call my life. I went hiking in the mountains - technically it was in the valleys for it consisted of hiking parallel to a river. The hike was good, good for the soul. And when it was all done on the drive home, I was behind a truck that I can assume was used for off-road excursions. And there it was, a sign. Of all the vehicles that were on all the roads that I traveled on that day, I had to be directly behind this particular truck at this particular time. And if I hadn't been directly behind it, I would've never noticed the words that were about one inch high and faded so the brown paint of the body showed through the white letters. And there it was before me, "NOT ALL WHO WANDER ARE LOST..." With the way in which my brain operates, it set off a flood of thoughts that went from the absurd to the sublime to concrete realization that yes this is the truth...

And so I wonder and wonder through my existence, and I know that I'm never lost for here I am and so shall I remain...

This is the Word of the AntiCrust...

Praise be ye who Read the Word for ye are Blessed amongst humans...